Went fareast ytd > Ion & then caught the Danc outside esplanade with ws & yinn ytd. Pictures maybe later or tmr :X

Sec3 express 2009, 3a , 4 retaining, 3B 14 retaining & my class 10 retaining with 4 going to 4NA woah beyond words. Am gnna start mugging fr o lvl this holidays kiasu not? Colette alr started lol. Better to start earlier IMMA 6 POINTERS WANNABE WOW lol. Cannot believe im sec4 in few mths time cannot believe I can watch N C 16 S O O N LIKE SO O ON SOON. O.O

Im like stress alr, bye!

Hello! Tdy's setting up of booth was real tiring but totally fun! Cuz our group is doing candle ( my idea!!) hahah! And to my darlings, i nv angry you all okay! Mybe cuz i looked frward going and oso mayb cant go w u guys den got emo. Cuz you guys are rly part of my life too le, therefore will feel sensitive ba. Also apologise for nt being able to make it there! And if i made you guys moody, sorry too! Hope you all enjoy, really wish our friendship last forever. Love you all! <3><

And laogong tdy made me so HAPPY LOL !!!! Anyway, do support our booths! Selling a glass at $2 only. Wanna make fr my darlings too LOL.

Felt like my existence is nt impt anyway.. So cast aside.

o its 9.45pm now and I jus woke up nt long ago, feeling hungry! Im gaining weight all over now. Kept eating when thr's no schl ARG. Got myself sun burnt during my swim w laogong! I usually dun get it when i go w my mum cuz its during e nite and this time i went in e noon. I wouldnt mind getting tan rly but its now the shape of my swim suit major wtf! O ya im tired of L4D too. Played it last few days w my darlings and i think it shall be an end of our chionging session, at least fr nw! Off fr maggie, bye!

Sorry aiai ! Dint manage to go make mooncake with you cuz was busy T_T

Ytd was fun!!!! Hahaha :)

Whats with BOYS who cant take being snubbed, by GIRLS, over something rly pointless. I've only one word to say, it just goes to show hw low of a substance you have in you. Turned off. Not abit appealing at all! Boys these days should rly grow up and learn to be a guy man =.=

Mug the whole of my wkends! My maths is beyond weak now geez. Feel lke banging the wall to prove im oblivious to everything i see. =.=

Anyway, laogong bought me a new calculator, and this set of shampoo ( LOL ) both of which are now precious gem to me LOL. I love my new cal so much I talked to it in class and wipe it regulary HAHAHA!!! Colette saw me doing it, laughed non stop, and boldy raised her hands and told my teacher infront of the class, major wtf =.= I am going to make sure it stays this new and clean 10 yrs down the road and show it off to my children WAHAHAHAHAH!!

Am actually doing my maths paper now opps =X So till here, till eoy ends! Fare well to those who are mugging hard, and erm.. bad bad luck to ppl who havent been. You deserve it anyway.

Went to Rp and mug from 10am till around evening and went fr pool. Settled down fr foods aftermath and esther suggested L4D HEHEHE so we went! =x

Then tdy evening, dey decided to go again LOL. so was with laogong and he brought me there! Den he left fr some other stuffs and then no one is thr to cover me ! but its okay cuz we were using god mode LOOLOOL. Played 2hrs straight and i gt really unwell so i left hm with laogong first. Vomitted on e way! Really glad I haf him with me.. <3

Right till here. More mugging sessions at rp tmr!

After schl today, we waited fr esther to accompany her to BUGIS NLB to collect her $100 cheque ( you owe us one! ) Ate at pastamania fr lunch! Encountered sth amusing.

We were in the lift going from B2 to lvl 14, and theres this guy who was having hiccups there, and we started to giggle among ourselves. Then this lady saw us and told him we were laughing HAHAHAH then we couldnt help it but laughed even harder LOL.

Oh yea these are th pics u wan susu! They played with my handphone in class and took random pics LOL.

BYE, HAPPY GIRL TODAY :)

Girl, I read ur latest. You know i will never blame you or how. I, no, WE, are still waiting. Take ur time its alright! Im sorry if i appear 'weak' to ya, but you knw you knw me well, Im sure you knw why i teared, I bother, I care, so I nag. I respect you in a way where i thought you will accept, so i tried to react and talks to you in a 'we're close friends' manner. I dint knw it will turns out to be an emotional strain to you, ur form of disrespect. So many times, I asked nicely, because youre my senior. You said you felt being casted away, so I tend to not scold you too often, but when i dont, would you say Im weak and Im nt stern? Did i guessed it right? I hope not. I'll try my best again, I wun put the band at risk, neither will I let you risk our friendship, as well as ur very dear section. You gotta trust me k! :) We knw you love ur sticks, dont let go! <3

Been to botanic garden's sso concert and bowling with bandsmen few days back! Pool and caught time traveller's wife on thur with laogong! The move was SUPER NICE T_T haih haih romantic oo loollool. Okay, was at cousin hse ytd! Gt to see newphews & nieces again aww cutesy! Band tdy, <3 drills! HAHAHAHAHHA

Look at my dua neh neh LOLI act smart walked in the lane and slipped LOL.

My holidays are full packed! Not even a holiday fr me.
Monday - English lesson
Tuesday - Geog lesson & Band.
Wed - 6HOURS OF PHYSIS LESSON O.O
thur - Ss
Fri - Band

Anyway,today was my first experience of studying in the horizon food court LOL. It started off w me & colette eating and initial plan was to head over to rp aft lunch. And then we got lazy and studied there instead. The St.Patrick's Ryan then came to join us, followed by thomas and xy.

Oh ya, this two watches @ vivo got me so mesmerized but im too indecisive to decide which shld i get! Opinions please!
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oh ya me and hsiao :
We both look alike eh, LOL.
AND 'THE TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE' is released alr !!!!!

Today had my breakfast with my mum first, had to give schl a miss today. Later in e evening, i smsed few people asking abt hws things fr band tdy and then all said dat joey tried conducting and did better den me! Aw! Well anyway i gotta admit i sucks at conducting despite practicing it everywhr anytime lke while im bathing, on the bed before i sleep, ocasionally infront of the mirror & sometimes in e midst of lessons! But Im always looking weird when i conduct. I just dun conduct w the flow.. Good & bad, bad cuz Its just reflects what a failure i am.. I cant conduct well when even my junior conduct better! But good is fr joey because it will means dat the band next yr would do well under the future bm, joey (:

Next thing.. I've received countless complains among some people in band.. Some things are what im unhappy about too.. But i always dont dare to scold you all... I just cannot do it.. Cuz i knw i will cry sometimes when scolding someone.. very bu ren xin to scold.. And i will eventually tell all these xin shi to colette.. and sometimes thomas.. Am I a failure or what? Thomas was jus toking to me, and then he suggested dat we'll talk things out w the people on fri.. He said im just too easy to get along with and I just dont have the 'devil' in me unleashed. Imma trash all of it out in this blog today, be it if youre my close friend, i still beg fr ur forgiveness or any unhappiness if youre the one im talking abt.. But i just couldnt do it face to face, I think its best if i blogged it all out here.. Even if you dun read, i guess the news will spread. Forgets abt it i jus backspaced whatever i typed. =X All in all, I jus felt that this batch of seniors never did well. I say none, including myself. Sorry to all seniors guess i dissapointed all of yous. Some people told me dat i do nt haf to worry because If i knw i did my best by trying, I've done well. To make the band perform thumbs up is sth additional, sth that you've done even better. Whats most important is what are the effort people see you putting, because ppl who judge you simply means dey dun rly cares abt you. My posts are getting more emo lately.. hmm a happier one later!

Nights!

Its now the 3rd day since she left.. I still havent been feeling any better... Cried myself to sleep on monday night.. Was coming home aft sch and to find my dog's stuffs ( foods, her container and stuffs ) missing... Sense something wrong, went to look fr her around my house but no sight of her.. Getting panick at this point of time... Because everyone in e house's busy with work and me myself is busy with school as well.. And mum suggested it was best fr her to be sent away instead of leaving it at home.. with my grandma, you knw old ppl tends to gets annoyed with animals and gets very nasty to it... She said if theres no one who wants it, she will have no choice but to leave it to the spca.

So, she has been bringing this up fr months.. And I was looking around fr any kind souls to adopt it fr me but to no avail... Despite dragging it fr so long, not letting it to land into spca, it was eventually sent there.. without me being informed.. Not having my mind prepared to accept it.. It all happend too fast I just couldnt digest it initially... I knew she was sent thr when i reached home, but I kept finding every reasons I can think of to dismiss the thot of her going away....

I am upset.. Terribly upset.. This feeling just suck to the extreme... She has been with me fr more than 6 yrs.. No one to greet me at the door when I come home now.. No one to come running after me and cuddle on my legs and brush her head against me anymore... I heard the conversation between my and my bro.. She said when ki was brought there, she thot she was going fr a walk and her tail keeps waving , happy and all.. Until when my dad turned behind, she was very reluctant to follow the person bringing her in.. The thought of it just breaks my heart so much... She must be really really really upset and scared.... She's there fr second night alr.. Now coming to the third night... I really wonder how is she now... I used to haf the time.. Until i entered secondary especially this yr.. Or maybe all these are excuses? But it jus leaves me with one advice to everyone... Guys... If you think you do not have the time commitment, pls, never think of having a pet especially dogs.. This i my first time ever experiencing the lost of someone so close... I never want to feel it again.. Im missing her now... Miss her so so much... ):

Helluva funs today! Was at ktv earlier on with jes, xin & wx. Whole time singing and, actually more of screamings. 'Wrestling' and just fooling each other.. Its always like this with jes around =x

Days were in a blur lately. Got lesson tmr morning and next week is common test alr so gotta quit dawdling around now.. Only exams and tests are the sole motivators to me studying which is a bad thing. Should start having habits of studying every now and then. Early preparations will determine 'flying colours' I sounds abit kiasu kinda too early to talk about o lvls but yea as i mentioned it will determine 'flying colours'!

More later.. Have a smashing weekend! :)

Happy belated birthday to Singapore! Here's pictures of schl's celebration that day! Was at causeway tdy fr awhile until jeslyn has to go fr her piano lesson. Oh and some pictures from recently as well.

His one.. Mine! LOL

Have you guys check out my Hsiao Teng Teng's new songs? GOODNESS ITS MAD NICE MADNESS! 萧敬腾,《王妃》! Highly recommended : 爱过了头, 我不会爱, 王妃. Actually all! If you want them Pls ask frm me hahahha or i may be uploading his songs to my blog soon AHHH TOTALLY GOING GAGA OVER HIM W TRACIA DURING RECESS HEHEHE. Haining your zhang yun jing can never beat him, can never get enough of listening to him or youtubing on him AH MADNESS!

I've not owe teachers any hmwks this yr, or mayb this term. So my goals are working so far. Teehee. And I passed my first maths test fr this term ( intend to not fail any tests ) Anyway, went bbq ytd. Before that went pasar malam with laogong! Then he sent me there :)

Jennifer, Jeslyn, Weishi, Esther & HuiHui were alr there when I reached. We opened up bottles after bottles during the bbq and Weishi, Hui & esther were totally drunk esp weishi! Extreme! Hahaha. True or Dare. And as usual all the pervertic topics MWAHAH! Nth much to blog lately so just pichas! Oh ya I got myself a samsung preston. Have been trying out samsung's and it is nw taking over my love fr nokia! Also, just finished sourcing for Hsiao Jing Teng's new songs lol random! Till here, bye!

Hsiao Jing Teng got new album le !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and channel V has gt a new released show `Love Love Love. Its a show fr fangirls to get close with the taiwanese they idolised ! There will be a total of 4 girls, guy will get to their house and find out more about them ( but not allowed to meet them yet which means no idea of how the gals look like ), at the end of the day, guy will choose only one based on his impression of them!

AND THE GUEST LATER IS HSIAO JING TENG ! AWW LOL.